Broken Heart

My heart....

This is how it look now.....

My band

Good morning !!!!!

today nak share my fav band ... ngeeee....Within Temptation.Band from german .......

one of the song ..title ' see who i am ' .....Ala , dalam video assignment Techno , part last skali tu la lagunye...
Is it true what they say?
Are we too blind to find the way?
Fear of the unknown
Clouds our hearts today.

Come into my world,
See through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have.

We've been dreaming
But who can deny?
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies.

[Chorus:]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free your mind and find the way.
The world is in our hands,
This is not the end.

Fear is withering the soul
At the point of no return.
We must be the change we wish to see.

I'll come into your world,
See through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
Before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
Because we have to try.
We can rise above the truth and their lies.

[Chorus x2]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free your mind and find the way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end.

I hear their silence
Preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
If their power reigns?

[Chorus x2]
See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free your mind and find the way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end. 

..yea, this is not the end !

Rahmat Ujian

Setiap manusia yang hidup di atas muka bumi ini , tidak akan terlepas dari ujian...Even sekecil zarah pon sure kena ujian jugak.....aku pon sedang mengalami ujian tersebut :-( ..... Allah swt saja yang tahu betapa runtunnya hati ku ini .....

Ya Allah , kau tabahkan lah hati hamba mu ini ..hati ku sentiasa mengingatkan diri mu ...aku doakan agar kau berikan aku kesihatan kepada diri ku ... Normalkan lah apa yang tak normal dalam tubuhku ini ya Allah agar mudah untuk aku beribadah ...amin .....

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala takdir
Terimala dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya
Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu


Ya Allah , aku tahu Kau sedang menguji diri ku ...Namun aku insan yang lemah....moga diperkuatkan segalanya ..Amin .....

Assallamualaikum . Hai , hello :-) !!!!

its been a day aku discharged from wad .. my condition is getting better ... pagi tadi semput sikit...sebab baru bebas dari penyedut oksigen tu kan.ye la , dah empat hari duk sedut bende tu..tiba2 kat umk..x de penyedut ... x pe..im trying to learn untuk tidak bergantung sgt pada ubat2 ubatan ....

im totally twisted by  my personality ... kejap happy ..kejap tak...tp now , maybe sebab makin tua kot..so kena berubah ke arah matang la ...

what is friendship ? how a friend can change u to become another person n different person ??

easy to mention about friendship..but no body really care about it 

     "One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives."

                   - Euripides, Greek playwrite                               

Im a person that always care about friendship...... i love my friends...sometimes i care my friends more than my family members...but since the salah faham thing happen to me .. i become sad n stressfull.. i want to move out from this misery .... but , terlajak perahu boleh diundur..terlajak kata...nothing can be done except apologies ' saqua ' ...but im not saying im a bad person ..i have done nothing wrong so far ..but my expression make other people berkecik hati...sian orang2 itu ...
im tyring to pull my self together n be my self again... :-D

Tq mama n Ustaz Noh

' nurse , dah tolong fix ' :-)..so da x longgar dah

Assallamualaikum :-)

hello semua :-D !!!!!

im getting better ... im so happy .... today aku dah mintak doctor stop kan pemberian oksigen... aku x nak bergantung sgt ngan bende tu time kuar dari spital...

back to the bizness... Okay , mama n ustaz noh..Of corse la mama tu my mom kan... tp ustaz noh tu sape...

ustaz noh merupakan insan yang paling baik.ehehe.

Thanks to my mom..sorry sebab buat mama risau. :-(

Thanks to my doctor . :-) .... always help me ... i'll never forget u . saranghe

'Nurse , plz tutup lampu ...Nurse , plz im thirsty ..... Nurse,plz fix my bed n bla bla bla.... for the 1st time... rase otak ni kosong..x dibelenggu apa2 masalah n so on... :-) ..mama n doctor ckp.dont stress2.... u feel better kalau x stress2..... ok.

okay..need to sleep.daaaaaaa

Diari hari hari sakit ku ...

My Ward 

Lobby 

Lunch 

Ogy n the lipas

Nad n Eiya visit me !! hanif too :-)

mereka dtg bawak KFC !! terus sihat

ade junior dtg !!

Ubat time !!!

Dinner

Online sbb x ngantok

Ubat time

Mommy tlg makan :-)

selesa :-) alhamdulillah

TOilet

T.T

Baru jam 9 pagi.aigoo..

my best fren..time kat ward.hehe

Hallway

My room

complete atas kepala

Lunch

Me alone n waiting 4 visitors.

Dinner 

lunch !

Hanif duk tgk kartun, ieya duk kacau hanif .

Sarapan

Dinner 

Lunch 

wad Azalea .


Tq mama !!!! n insan2 yang penting dalam hidupku kerana selalu memberikan yang terbaik kepada diri ku ini ....
tq kepada kawan2 yg datang melawat tp gambar x de..huhuhu..tq also for those yang doakan kesihatan diri ku :-)   .
.upload gambar2 lam wad sebab jakun x pernah masuk wad !

Do I look different ? x kan ?

My best friend sepanjang kat sane 

My wad !

Do i look different ?

huhuhuhuhuh..x de keje.... upload gambar.ye la ..1st time masuk wad seyhh.Next time mary upload gambar lain pulak :-)